random thoughts

Random Thoughts #12

-I sometimes feel bad I lack a lot of empathy for people. We all have a past and trauma that we are trying to move on from but I hate when people complain when they don’t try to get help themselves. While true, therapy isn’t for everyone and therapy can be expensive if you don’tContinue reading “Random Thoughts #12”

Random Thoughts #11

-This is a continued thought from last RT post. I tend to keep most of my life private (ironic since I write in this blog) anyways, so far in life I have made so many friends and acquaintances that even I am often surprised how do I know this many people. With that, I neverContinue reading “Random Thoughts #11”

Random Thoughts #10

-I have one brother who reminds so much of the Joker from Batman. I should also say that the Joker is my favorite villain and now I get why. This brother has a habit of being so much fun when he wants to be and super funny but at the same time terrifying. Watch outContinue reading “Random Thoughts #10”

Random Thoughts #8

-I always have conflicted feelings toward fast fashion sites. They are great in the sense they bring affordable clothes to the masses but the cost is always greater like terrible working conditions and even child labor that eats at me. How do people get past this or do you just not and buy at onlyContinue reading “Random Thoughts #8”

Random Thoughts #7

****I wrote this a couple of weeks ago but forgot to revise and post it -Have I mentioned my love for pins? I have a deep love of collecting in general but pins are so special. I love buying them from places that mean a lot. This pin board is the one my oldest usesContinue reading “Random Thoughts #7”

Random Thoughts #5

-I know I am not that old but I feel old if that makes sense. The ache in my bones, the tiredness, I hate it. I am showing my oldest all of my favorite things in hopes he remembers and shows his brothers everything I have taught and shown him. -I really don’t like myContinue reading “Random Thoughts #5”

Random Thoughts #4

-I remember first being called an enigma in high school and being so confused. I have always felt I was very transparent and honest in my opinions. If you spoke to me I spoke back and if I enjoyed our conversations I would always look for you and say hi to you everywhere. I neverContinue reading “Random Thoughts #4”

Random Thoughts #3

Sometimes I feel bad lying to my kid about things like Santa and the Tooth Fairy. Thank goodness he realized the whole Santa thing on his own at 4 years old because I didn’t like giving credit to some unknown person for the gifts I thoughtfully picked out and thought of him. I do sayContinue reading “Random Thoughts #3”

Random Thoughts #2

-Growing up I was never jealous of a person’s material things. I think it was just growing up poor and knowing I could never afford something so what was the point in wanting it. I knew I would get whatever I wanted in due time when I went to college and got a great job.Continue reading “Random Thoughts #2”

I get so many random thoughts I feel I need to write them down -Growing up I had severe OCD, I washed my hands a million times, I would turn on/off the light switches 5 times every time, I would carry my own utensils for school, I would wear gloves I would get for freeContinue reading “Random Thoughts”