Thoughts…

Where has the time gone? I feel like I just wrote my last post but it’s been weeks!

Nothing really new here, same old same old with this pandemic. I do get torn whether to go out and at least see some of my friends so they can meet the baby but then I go back to feeling lost and not sure whether going out is even ok at all.

It is nice some things are slowly opening up here in MN but we still haven’t really gone out to check anything out. I still haven’t taken the kids shopping with me and they still aren’t going on playground sets, but maybe I’m being too strict? I can’t and am in constant turmoil.

Some of my closest friends have lost those close to them and so I know this virus is real and deadly but how can others go out and not get sick or show symptoms at all? How is school going to be in the fall? Should I send my kids at all? Ahhhh!! I can’t!

I got to take this day by day or else it would just eat me alive! I do think I’m going to introduce the baby to some of my friends that have also been quarantined and if hair cut places open taking my two older ones to get a trim but that’s it. But I don’t know, these are just thoughts and again I might just scared off and do nothing.

I mean they cancelled the state fair and that is saying a lot! I’m so sad about camps, fairs, and other favorite outdoor activities that are no more this summer but I understand. I just have to be more creative this year for the kids and try to make this summer fun.

Hopefully my next post will be better and more cheerful because right now I’m just blah and like everyone else over this virus.